Sunday, July 29, 2012

Friday, July 27, 2012

My camera and I

While going through some old SD cards, I found some interesting photos that sparked some inspiration. Now first of all, I don't even believe I took these photos, judging from the reflection in these photos. It must have been Corpsey using my old Vivitar camera. Though, a lot of the images and concepts seems so familiar, but I don't really know. I can't place what year this would be. I need to inquire with Corpsey about that and see what year it was that she got her hearse, Gristle. I definitely know that I had Nixon the Nikon at the time. For some reason, on my computer it is saying 2003 but that is terribly wrong. I just thought they were some very interesting angles and perspectives. When I came across them, it brought back kind of warm fuzzy memories. Yeah, I know, they're pictures of graves and whatnot, but that's where I spent a lot of time getting to know a lot of my cameras actually. Plus, today I had a very nice, motivating conversation with my photographer friend, Caroline. She spoke to me about making the leap to do photography full time and we exchanged some thoughts on just generally doing what you love and how to balance it all and how to know if it's worth it. I would say photography is my passion. Yes, maybe even my dream. I'm still saying.. photographer for the Rolling Stone. Far fetched, I know, but that's the fun part about having dreams. I thought about my relationship with my cameras over the last decade, but most recently my Nikon's. My camera is sometimes like a person to me. We have a love hate relationship sometimes. It can be totally frustrating, but definitely in all the right ways. I don't say this often, but I want to learn. I want to have knowledge about my camera. I want to be one of those dorky people who can call out ISO and aperture and F-Stops by looking at any lighting or situation. I think I'd be happy. At the same time, I don't want to make my love become a chore. I don't want to burn out. I don't want to overdo it. I guess when it comes down to it, you will know when you are ready to take the leap, to give up everything and pursue your passions. Maybe you will know. Maybe you wont, I guess, but to honest, I was thinking, if I never become whatever you consider professional and if I never make money off of it and if my only satisfaction are my own prints hanging on my own walls of my little apartment.. I'm perfectly fine with that. I'm totally okay with the fact that I might always still be practicing and experimenting and never go any further. I do believe my camera will always be a very special thing in my life, more so than the average person. I don't know what the means or what it will become but I know it makes me happy. I know. It feels good to say that with confidence because there's really not much in life I am very sure of. Thinking, discussing, and just rambling on about it just fuel the fire. As do coming across old photos and seeing the potential and the growth and wondering what the future holds for my camera and I.

» Linds

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

My friend

I've been doing a lot of thinking today. Thoughts of my friend, Jake, heavy on my mind and heavy on my heart. The memories and the feelings are still as fresh as the day I wrote this post. He is dearly missed by many of us. He's my personal inspiration to be true to myself and my friends and just strive for happiness in life because you never know. You really never know...

Love and miss you, my friend.

 » Lindsey

Friday, July 20, 2012

Where is my mind?

I'm not sure where my mind has been lately. I've been pretty distant from the computer. I don't want to blame it on the laptop being broken and my just pure laziness to use the desktop, but it's possible. Maybe it's work. I've had days and days of straight 8 hours of trainings and meetings. It can burn you out. My mind has just been pretty preoccupied but I can't really say or pinpoint with what. The last few days I've signed on to look at some of my favorite blogs, I had like over a 100 posts I've missed each day. It's kind of nuts. I skimmed through a lot of them, skipping straight through a lot. It was interesting to kind of see which blogs I knew I definitely couldn't go without reading, though. Is it possible to have an inspiration overload? Perhaps it's that too, but maybe not. Probably not. Who knows.

» Linds

Sunday, July 8, 2012


It seems like it's been a while since I posted photos of the ferrets. Hopefully I'll get back into the groove of photographing their cute, little furry faces a lot again now that I've got my hands on a new camera.

» Linds

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Sparkler Tomfoolery

Even though I had Wednesday off because of the holiday, this week seemed like the longest week. I'm glad I had some friends come over and keep me company and light up some sparklers with me. Plus, it was pretty fun playing with some other, random settings on my new camera.

» Linz

Monday, July 2, 2012

Sunday Food

I'm not going to lie, Sundays are all about food. This Sunday, Corpse literally threw together something for her and I. This is by no means a healthy meal, but it certainly was delicious. It consisted of a lot of noodles, butter, crab meat, cheese, and seasoning. Plus, a pulled pork sandwich on the side. Oh, and that Oreo dessert. Uhhh, am I really too lazy to dunk them? Maybe. Who would come up with something like that? Ha ha. Totally ridiculous but pure genius. Perfectly fitting for a self-indulgent Sunday.

» Linds